There are so many words to describe these past two weeks and yet I’ve caught myself using “so good” over and over. That is exactly what it has been. So good. Here is my testimony from these last two weeks.
I have struggled with forgiving myself for a long time now. In that came doing things that were not good for my body or soul. I became good at masking all of my self-hatred. No matter what I did, it either didn’t change anything or made it worse. Last week, I realized how much I needed to truly forgive myself. What a hard process this was to start. I was holding so much against myself, old and new. It took three days to not only forgive myself but let myself accept Gods forgiveness over me. That feeling was so beautiful. Then two days ago I was able to throw it all in the grave and completely bury it in the past with baptism. SO GOOD! I had been baptized once before when I was younger but never genuinely surrendered. For the first time, I desire a relationship with God like never before. This new chapter is going to be so incredible.
Wow ?????? Thank you for sharing this! So beautiful and what a beautiful way to start this journey. God is so good and he is holding you so close ?? I love you and AM SO PROUD OF YOU! ??
Oh my gosh, all of those question marks are supposed to be emojis haha!
SO GOOD!!!!!! I am so proud of you Yelena, keep running to his arms and enjoy this journey. Our Creator has an incredible future for you and I can’t wait to hear all about the adventures in front of you! Love Dad.
I’m so proud of you! And will forever support you my love.
Yeye, that is so amazing to hear. I’m really excited about this adventure you’re on with Jesus.
SO GOOD! You said it! Forgiving yourself and seeing yourself as God sees you is so beautiful! I look forward to seeing what else God has in store for you!
Yes girl! You a bright light my dear and I love you forever and always. I am so excited to hear more. Please keep sharing.
So beautiful, Yeye! Praying for continued grace for yourself, and joy in this fresh start!
God is so good! Praising Him for the new-found growth and freedom 🙂
We will be covering you in prayer as you continue this beautiful journey. Looking forward to hearing all the ways God will be using you now that you have given him the ability to bless you fully.